have you done something that started something unexpected that it blew your mind like anything? for me, one of that is the story i wrote here in this thread. of course i don’t write stories very often, in fact that was the first story i completed after a few attempts at it. i find it amusing that of all my attempts in story writing, the one posted in the internet was the one that gave me a most pleasant surprise.
the story felt like it took a life of its own. i don’t quite know what it was – maybe it was the mood i had when i started it. or maybe boredom. but when i posted the first page, i had very little plans for it, even after three postings. but the reactions of the readers of the story pushed me on to write more and eventually finish it. and that is how it took a life of its own. these were both reactions sent to me through pms and those posted in the threads.
but of all the reactions i got, this was the most electrifying, a pm:niNa : i like your story…so dreamy…. can we make our own story too? let’s use your digicam…
making a story of our own and using a digicam is probably every man’s fantasy. it isn’t mine in the full sense of it, but i know how it can push up the pleasure. what gets to me is watching the movements of our bodies. its like the way i look at nude photographs where for me the way the body is posed is as important as how it is lit in the photo. in intercourse, we unconsciously move our bodies not as a reaction to ordinary movement but as a quest to discover new or more intense pleasure. and that is what makes using the digicam more interesting for me. you see the motion of the body surrendering to lust or capturing it.
but, it wasn’t because of what was said in the pm, i received many types and a few were sexier, even more direct than that. what got my attention was not what was said but more on who said it.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
b. a love poem to my sensual barok
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