The first thing that came to my mind, well the second thing, was how did she know I had a digicam? We had sent pms before and we were even on YM and I thought I must have mentioned that before. I did a quick run through in my mind of a check-list --- bring a tripod; two spare batteries; heck bring the power adaptor; plus extension cord, bring a half dozen blank DVDs and get a room with big windows or bright lights to make sure there is enough light filtering to the bed, floor, sofa and chair. hahaha
The first thing that came to my mind was of course – does that mean she wants to have sex with me? And a paranoid question - is she serious with what she just sent me? We had been in contact once in a while through pms and YM but we really didn’t spend a lot of time together. And there really was not much flirting going on between the two of us.
She also had a boyfriend. She has said that often in the threads when she relates their sexual experiences together. And during the pms and chats we had, she sounded like she was very serious with her boyfriend. Being serious with her boyfriend and she makes a sexual encounter proposal? Something that SHE initiated? So to send me that pm formed a question mark in my mind, well lets put it a little more romantic- it’s a mystery.
After I got that first pm (yes there are a lot more), I went on a frantic search for her posts in InP. Not that I have not read her posts, in fact I have read most of her posts. She is one of the regular posters in InP and that makes not knowing her very hard. This time around, I needed to read her posts in a different light. I needed to know her better, her person and somehow extract from them some kind of a clue to help me judge if her pm to me was serious or not.
Her posts are very sexy and very straight forward. In fact, a lot of them I thought were too direct for a lady. The whole of InP knew she swallows the cum of her boyfriend when she gives him head, for crying out loud. And many more details about her sexual exploits. Then and now, I found her posts very crude. They were so direct and sexually blatant more of what men would say when they’re bragging about their sexual exploits and when that happens, you know the men saying those are not telling the truth. But she is a woman; the things she posted didn’t match the usual expectations. Or maybe I’m just too conservative? hahaha
Aside from the blatant sexuality, there’s this after taste in the mouth in her posts. They were in perfect English, they were mostly short sentences, often lame attempts at humor but the construction of the sentences were crude. It was the post of an extremely horny woman who thinks she is beautiful but didn’t have a lot of class. She was to me my sensual barok.
I have not seen her in person, I have seen her only through her Friendster account where she had many pictures of her. She didn’t look very pretty in those pictures, more on the regular type of a woman and looking at those pictures, you definitely will not imagine she had that much lust in her.
This over pouring lust that she had is something I have in my mind is based on the numerous posts she made in InP relating the numerous sexual exploits she has had. But who knows? InP is the internet, you can be who you want to be. Including you can be as lustful as you want to be. Truth in the internet is always held suspect, as everyone knows.
My turn to send her a pm, and I thought maybe I should try to flush out the truth…franc0: this post gave me shivers! grabe, tagal ng goose bumps....meron pa hanggang ngayon
Thursday, November 22, 2007
c. a love poem to my sensual barok
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