j. a love poem to my sensual barok

Being a very helpful guy, I sent her this PM:

franc0: yes if you allow me to. and if you’re alone wherever you are now.

niNa: im at the office right now eh.... kakabitin naman kwento mo..

Oooops…… suspend lust build up! hahaha. With that PM of hers, I needed to put a stop on the blood surge that was starting to build up. Kakabitin daw yung kwento, she did not say she is bitin. Hindi daw siya, kwento daw yung bitin.

With that, I finished the hot coffee I was drinking down to the bottom of the coffee mug. I told myself, maybe drinking all that hot coffee will douse whatever blood surge that got started earlier. I know showering in cold water is the thing to do, but I had already showered and I was at work already, so hot coffee is the next best thing. I was hoping hot coffee will warm up my veins and check the blood surge. hahaha Reality bites!

I was in Makati at that time and while I did not know where she was, what options did we have for me to be able to help her with her “nakakabitin” feelings? If it was the story she wanted me to post, I wasn’t ready at that time. I had a few meetings I needed to attend to and could not possibly write the story. More importantly, I wasn’t in the mood to write the story.

But the mood that got started when I got her PM that morning was already there. The mood I had knows no time, day or place. hahaha. For men it can happen almost anytime and anywhere.

Actually getting together and helping her with her nakakabitin feeling was out of the question at that time. Too soon, too much. The next best thing was cybersex.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cybersex

Cybersex, computer sex, internet sex or net sex is a virtual sex encounter in which two or more persons connected remotely via a computer network send one another sexually explicit messages describing a sexual experience. It is a form of role-playing in which the participants pretend they are having actual sexual relations.

In one iteration, this fantasy sex is accomplished by the participants describing their actions and responding to their chat partners in a mostly written form designed to stimulate their own sexual feelings and fantasies. Cybersex may also be accomplished through the use of avatars in a multiuser software environment.

Cybersex sometimes includes real life masturbation. The quality of a cybersex encounter typically depends upon the participants' abilities to evoke a vivid, visceral mental picture in the minds of their partners. Imagination and suspension of disbelief are also critically important. Cybersex can occur either within the context of existing or intimate elationships, e.g. among lovers who are geographically separated, or among individuals who have no prior knowledge of one another and meet in virtual spaces or cyberspaces and may even remain anonymous to one another. In some contexts cybersex is enhanced by the use of webcams to transmit real-time video of the partners.

Cybersex is sometimes colloquially called "cybering". Channels used to initiate cybersex are not necessarily exclusively devoted to that subject, and participants in any Internet chat may suddenly receive a message with any possible variation of the text "Wanna cyber?"

For anyone who has spent time in the internet, in forums or in chat, the “C” word is one of the words we first learn about. Well ok, two words, “Wanna cyber”” but the first word we know what it means. The second word, “cyber” is the new word.

Can’t do it for real, I was thinking why not do it through cyber? That was my intent in the PM I sent her. But her last PM she sent me poured cold water on it and got me thinking. I was certainly there already, hoping she was but I did not want to offend. I’m into the lust thing, but I wasn’t into being boorish.

Then it occurred to me – wait a minute, I’m taking the whole thing in a wrong way. I was just being a helpful guy, nothing more, nothing less. This was not about sex or cybering, this was all about helping someone. So I sent her this pm:

franc0: im in the mood, right? and your pms are very much adding to it. you feeling the same?