k. a love poem to my sensual barok

Being helpful is a good thing. That’s what friends are for, right? We should never deny a friend in need. That was the context of that PM of mine, hehehe

The internet is an interesting medium, before we started into forums and chat, I don’t think we ever imagined you can form friendships, love and lust relationships through it. Its not conventional. To many, it doesn’t even make sense how it can evolve to something more than just past time, something to do when bored or to occupy free time.

But, the whole thing actually creeps into us, unnoticed.

We usually begin just by posting lets say into forums, we try to be smart or funny. We are nonchalant about it, uncommitted even. Then we get reactions and we reply, then we add some more posts, and more replies. Pretty soon, without even noticing it, we follow someone’s posts. It becomes a habit. And slowly, often without us conscious of it , we fish for information and data points about the person. And through all that, for some strange way, we develop a certain “closeness” with the person. A certain camaraderie is formed. And that person, though still unseen, becomes our “friend”. The person becomes very real to us.

And then, again by a stroke of internet miracle that person sends us a pm, or we send the other person a PM. PMs are more personal, more intimate and to many of us more truthful and more honest. The posts we exchange in the threads is like a getting to know you stage, the hi and hello type, The more we exchange posts in the threads the more we get to know each other. But PMs take the “relationship” into another level.

You exchange more PMs, then agree to chat, then exchange cell phone numbers that escalate to texting each other. And for some power of an unseen magnet, a love magnet or a lust magnet, you agree to meet.

The love magnet is usually the slow one. But the lust magnet isn’t. The lust magnet knows no bounds; it ignores time as it goes straight into our libido unobstructed by our brain or heart.

I have already said that lust is easier to handle than love. And for some reason being in InP so often, we know we are most susceptible to lust.

This was what happened to me once. A long time ago, many months before I posted that story in InP.


http://www.pinoyexchange.com/forums/showthread.php?t=308340&page=19 <-- check this out, post #748, interesting reaction to this particular installment.