w. a love poem to my sensual barok

the virgin was a very different woman from my sensual barok, niNa. very different in many ways. the virgin was much younger than niNa but she was more mature and more stable emotionally. well, i don't actually know their exact ages, but i could tell that niNa was older.

not that i thought that was how it was, but this instance told me that having a lot of sexual experiences and posting many of them in the threads does not make one smarter or more mature than someone who is a virgin. we think of virgins as innocent and we often forget that they are only virgins or inexperienced in sex but could be a very different story in all other aspects of life outside of sex.

this quality i saw and enjoyed it with the virgin when we talked about our EB to SEB meeting.

the conversation started with an excellent punctuation, yes a punctuation in the beginning - she flashed me her boobs. and that in many ways had set the tone of our discussion. we were going in and out of serious discussions about it and making fun at each other about the flashing episode. once in awhile, i would tease her and ask her about showing me whats under her shorts. that was a bold suggestion on my part and could have backfired on me. but what the heck, we were into it and i needed to push the envelope further. she took it well, as part of the banter we had. she wouldn't budge on that request, though, haha.

we postponed talking about what will it be - an EB or an SEB, but we went on to discuss the other details of our meeting. she said the best was to meet near her office, at glorietta (way before it got burned) as that was near her office and she eats her lunch there. we would meet at auntie ann's. but she asked me to make a promise to take her back to her office before 3:30pm.

the choice of time of meeting and the length of the meeting time intrigued me. i thought it was deliberate on her part. the whole thing said it wasn't really a date. and it was during the day, so its safer, i guess? and taking her back to her office at 3:30 pm meant taking her to this particular place is out of the question. i smiled at how smart she is and how she was careful in her ways. she wanted it to go on, but "safe" for her and set it up in a way that i will not take offense from. i found that somewhat endearing.

the only part that i did not understand was meeting her at auntie ann's. what happened to starbucks, the usual meeting place? i wondered what special allure auntie ann's had for her.

strange as it was, after we met, i have to admit i have changed my views on auntie ann's. haha. i have now forever associated auntie ann's with her and all the other events of the day we met. haha. who would ever think of auntie ann's in the way that i did? auntie ann's for me is yummy, but now it's for a different kind of yummy. but enough of that for now, that can be for later.