v. a love poem to my sensual barok

the last conversation we had was through text, thanks to globe's unlitxt20. i thought it would probably be better if we talked about our first meeting in a more personal way. she was not ready to give me her landline number at home. the SOP we have been having, she was the one doing the calling. i gave her my landline number and she would call. its always pre-arranged to make sure that i was the one who answers her call.

there seem to be many layers or levels in relationships which is true both for real life relationships and internet relationships as well. in the internet, we define these levels in terms of what we give up.

PMs is one level, that is more personal than answering each other in the public threads. then chat, then cell phone numbers, real names, home landline number, office name, office telephone number in that order. giving up of personal information are the signals for a change in levels of an internet relationship. that happens because its the internet, where we are the absolute guardians of the bits and pieces of our own personal information. the internet gives us total anonymity, the bits and pieces of personal information are the cloaks that hide who we are. giving up these bits of information is like stripping. the more we give them up, the more we expose ourselves. once we give up all the real bits of personal information, we are naked in the internet.

i hurried home. we agreed to chat that evening to talk about our EB or SEB. somehow, chat is more personal and real than sending text to each other. we have been chatting before but in this chat, we were there to discuss a specific topic. i wanted to be home early so that i can get everything that i needed to do at home out of the way that evening so we can be online for as long as it takes to come to an agreement. while we did not outwardly talk abut it, in the back of our minds, we knew it needed to be discussed. the range is almost limitless, it can be from the simple EB to the more complex SEB. then it occurred to me, is there an in-between?

we got online late at night. through text, she told me she wanted everyone in her house to be asleep. the computer was inside her room but her mom slept in the room next to hers and she was worried her mom might here us. it made me wonder - what? computer keys making sounds will wake up her mom who is in the next room to hers?

when we got online - she was in a tank top and shorts and holding a towel. did i forget to say she had a webcam? our version of talking more personal was that we would chat with the webcam, hers, for me to see her facial reactions to what we were talking about.

she had the towel with her as she just finished taking a shower. i was admiring everything about her. then i asked her if she was wearing a bra. she blushed and asked why did i ask. i told her my guess is she wasn't wearing one. she asked how did i know that. i told her that i could see her erect nipples covered by her tank top. hahaha

she blushed even more. told her it was ok and i was enjoying the view. told her i love sight seeing and that i'm a sensual tourist at heart. haha. i asked her if i can see them. she was puzzled at first. then she realized what i meant. she smiled at me, then pulled up her tank top to show me her erect nipples.

and on that tone, we talked about what we will do when we meet for the first time. it was a funny and nice conversation at the same time. we both knew we needed to talk about it, and we both knew we had to set limits. well, i did not want to set limits but she did. and that was fine by me. i wanted to her to feel most comfortable with it.

we agreed it will not be an EB. but it will not be an SEB either. we agreed, it will be an LEB. question is of the two types of LEB, what kind of LEB will it be?