p1. a love poem to my sensual barok

i had sent txts to niNa to ask her what she was wearing so that i could quickly spot her. but she has not replied to any of my txts that afternoon. i knew how she looked like from her friendster account. she had a lot of her pictures there so i was sure i will know how she looked like. i had sent her txt telling her what car i had with me. the plan was for her not to go inside the restaurant and for her to look for my car. we will drive out to have dinner at eastwood as soon as she rode my car. we needed to be as far as possible from the area where she worked to make sure her boyfriend or officemates don't accidentally bump into us.

some days before we met, i saw a picture of someone who i thought was her. this is a picture that's been widely distributed among the yahoogroups that share sexy, nude to sex scandal cellphone movies. i cropped the picture to show just the face but the whole picture shows the woman with two other women who were all naked. (haha) thinking it was niNa, i was very shocked to see "niNa" nude in the internet. remembering that she was wanted to video record ourselves while having sex, it didn't appear too much of a stretch that she would have nude pictures of herself. she told me it wasn't her.


this is NOT niNa.



my cellphone's sms alert went off. i looked at it - it was niNa but was a blank message. i waited for a second message, maybe she just made a mistake. i got another blank message and so i thought that must have been intentional already. when i looked up, i thought i saw niNa going to mcdonalds. but she wasn't going towards my car where i was but on her way inside the restaurant. that wasn't what we agreed to. i saw her turn her face towards where i was and i realize, she was with a man. the guy was walking very close to her and as they entered mcdonald's, she let the guy enter first. before she entered the restaurant, she turned her head towards me and saw her move her lips as if to say something.

i figured, our meeting was off that night. she is with her boyfriend. i guess she was not able to get rid of her boyfriend that evening.