n1. a love poem to my sensual barok

i thought it was too much of a coincidence that a previously reluctant niNa was all of a sudden the aggressive and insistent one for us to meet on the same night i was going to meet ms. scathing. niNa sounded very sure about meeting that night, the opposite to our previous conversations. she gave me the impression that she needed time to set things up before we can meet, that she was not the type who can meet men on a whim. she had a boyfriend who works in the same office as she did and they went home together almost always.


not that there was something wrong with meeting other women, niNa and i didn't really have a relationship. all we had was a agreement to have sex and video record it while we were doing it. but my male sense told me, i needed to evade the issue and not talk about it. by experience, women become very difficult and the whole thing gets really complicated when there is a third person in the picture. jealousy is a very tough thing to handle for women. when jealousy or even the the thought of another woman comes into play, women tend to lose all common sense. and niNa didn't appear to me as someone who had a lot of common sense and a lot of maturity. she had a lot of lust in her but not common sense or maturity.


somehow, i was able to get out of meeting her that night without talking about miss scathing. we instead talked about our meeting the following week. we agreed we will meet in mcdonald's close to her work, it was nearer than meeting at robinson's. she said she can walk to it from her office.


meeting in mcdonald's wasn't at all romantic. it felt like we were in high school. hahaha. but we said we will just meet there and go somewhere else immediately. it was very convenient, the place where we will do the video recording is a short 15 minute drive from that place.

that night, the dinner and drinks with miss scathing was one of the best i have had after a long time. i'm not sure if it was a date. we didn't really talk about what we will call it. miss scathing did not disappoint me, in fact i was very pleased with her. i was right about how smart she was and how grounded she was. we talked about many things, flawlessly. it felt like we knew each other for a long time. we did not need time to shake out fear and discomfort. we didn't go through the usual adjustment period. she was also a woman who i found intellectually stimulating, she was able to have a long and good conversation about many topics. i felt lucky having met her. InP do have women who are successful, smart and very admirable.