w1. a love poem to my sensual barok

there is something extra exciting with what we were doing - private sex in public places. to some what adds to it is the thrill and danger of getting caught. you make the most of it, do everything as intense as you can all in a hurry so that you can finish it, get the high before getting caught. but for me, its more the idea of doing something that is out of the ordinary, out of the usual.

women are most afraid of private sex in public places. somehow i think its the fear of being seen naked by someone else and more so the fear of being seen by others as too lustful that scares them. many will not admit they are malibog even if they obviously are malibog. they wont even say the word. (haha) and that is what makes it more interesting for me - the idea that this woman who will not do this normally is willing to do it with me, conquer her fear. allow lust to rule her, even against her better judgement.

lust conquers all. sometimes i think it can be more powerful than love. we have heard it said often - love conquers all. but think of the things we have done in the name of lust - very often we have done so many things lustful that even now its hard to imagine and admit we have done what we did. its like a totally different person doing them. i think often times, its easier to explain love than to explain lust.

makes me wonder if niNa has done what we were doing with her boyfriend. and if niNa did what we were doing the first time they met. it looked like she has not. she posts a lot in InP and from what i remember, she has not told of a story like what we were doing. and she has posted a lot of her sexual encounters with her boyfriend. she even posts often in that thread asking posters when was the last time they had sex. this was the first time niNa and i met and yet she went to this fitting room, removed all her clothes, wore the lingerie i had bought for her and now i'm behind her, my fingers caressing her nipple and the finger of my other hand inside her pusi. niNa had looked at my hand on her nipple much longer than she has seen my face. lust is very hard to explain. it conquers all.

the intensity and niNa's surrender to her lust was awesome. it all began with her reading the story i posted, and her lets-video-record-our-sex-act proposition and now this.

we have different levels of intimacy and we cross or allow the levels to be crossed over time and as we get to know the other person. the better we know the person, the more we allow more intimate acts. many women will not kiss or have sex on the first date even though she already has the hots for the man. even for couples, already into a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship for example, many women will not give their new boyfriend a blowjob on the first date in a motel. they could be willing do everything else, but not a blowjob. the mouth is a very personal and intimate body part. it has something to do with the fact that what enters the mouth we swallow into our body. its the same reason why some women will also not agree for her boyfriend to eat their pusi on the first date in a motel. even prostitutes have the same kind of reservation on their mouth - some of them will agree to do anything and everything with their customer but not lips to lips kissing. the mouth is sacred. to put it one way, i guess many filipinas still have the maria clara hidden inside of them. and it being sacred, women allow their boyfriend to cross over time and as they get to know each other more intimately.

but niNa and i inside the fitting room doing what we were doing means niNa has allowed not just cross but skip over very many levels and on our first meeting. she is my sensual barok.